Notice how my journal's title is really calm and straightforward and properly capitalized.

This is because the rest of the journal's not going to be.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY DON'T LIKE COLLEGE APPLICATION YA KNOW. I MEAN SERIOUSLY, WHO WANTS TO KNOW WHAT I DID FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS, HUH? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING, NOT ANYTHING BESIDES EAT AND SLEEP LIKE OTHER HUMAN BEINGS YA KNOW. AND REALLY, THE QUESTIONS THEY ASK ARE SOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID, ITS LIKE, "What challenges did you overcome while you were in high school, and how has that affected you?" AND "Which personality trait do you wish to enhance?" AND ITS NOT LIKE THE PERSONAL STATEMENT ESSAY IS ANY BETTER, YA KNOW, YOU HAVE TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF OF ALL THINGS TO A PERSON YOU KNOW IS READING THOUSANDS OF OTHER ESSAYS JUST LIKE IT AND PROBABLY THINKS EVERYBODY'S LITERACY SKILLS ARE GOING DOWNHILL BECAUSE ALL THE ESSAYS ARE B.S. AND THEN THERE'S THE STUPID GRADING SYSTEM WHERE EVERY CLASS COUNTS EVEN THE STUUUPID ONES LIKE FRENCH AND ENGLISH AND THEY BRING YOUR GPA DOWN EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T LIKE THE CLASS AT ALL AND ARE MUCH BETTER AT MATH AND HISTORY AND AM GETTING 150 PERCENTS ON EVERY TEST. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGHHHI am angry if you haven't notice.


Yah, its just a silly little rant. Sorry for your eyes, I didn't intend this journal to be a fun read. And I know a bunch of you will think that school's suppose to teach you about discipline and character and learning to do things that you don't really want to do, and other such admirable qualities. But that doesn't make it any easier. Gosh, I can't wait for the day I become president of the U.S., so I can outlaw high school.


Moving on to other topics....


These days I've been getting really addicting to this flash game called Desktop TD Pro, at Kongregate.com. Its the kind of game where you build towers and try to kill the monsters passing through before they reach the other side of the field. General strategy includes building a maze with your towers while upgrading it, so its easier to kill the little dudes. (They're so cute! Every time a new wave starts they say "Let's go!" in this cute little voice. Ahaha, I love it! 8D) Its gotten so bad that I'm starting to see mazes everywhere, especially in text. I'll be looking at a line of words, and suddenly I'll start thinking, "Oh no, there's a gap in the maze, I better fill it in with a tower before the creeps get through." And then I start panicking because I see a whole bunch of gaps, all over the area, and the monsters will be able to go through like sand through a hourglass- and then I realize that the gaps are just the spaces between words. And then I facepalm.

I AM SO ANGRY I CAN'T GET PAST LEVEL MEDIUM ON THE OLDER VERSION THE FAST BOSSES ALWAYS GETS TO ME AND WHY ARE THEY SO FREAKIN' STRONG THEY'RE SUPPOSE TO BE THE REALLY EASY ONES GOSH DARNITokay I'll stop.



School ends this Thursday. I would be excited if I didn't have so many finals to dread. My poor grades. My poor poor grades...


-fishy


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P.S. Hara! We gotta do something over the summer! Like, something epic! Before our lives flash before our eyes!
P.S.S. _{I'm sorry I haven't finished coloring your sketch yet. I has been... distracted... -_-;;}
P.S.S.S. I JUST FOUND THIS PLACE YES AWESOME!!! 8D --->>